Just Let It Go

I’m trying. No, I’m really not. And I don’t know why. Well, yes, I do. I just don’t like it. I don’t like the kind of person it makes me. Whatever. [Edit, 1358: I'm having some serious trouble today dealing with my job. I could feel it creeping up yesterday, but I wasn't ready for today. I've watched about 8 hours of news coverage from the day of the bombing (some of it I could speed through, some of it I had to watch multiple times), and now I just hurt. I'm on break, pulling myself together. I feel better now.]

Don’t bother commenting on this [feel free to comment]. I’ll stop acting like an idiot any time now. In the meantime, here’s the last 20 songs I’ve used to title my posts. And a new shirt.

4/10/2006
Oh God, She's Killing Me!
“Pulling Teeth” by Green Day

4/12/2006
Every Single One’s Got A Story To Tell
“Seven Nation Army” by The White Stripes

4/14/2006
Despite All My Rage, I Am Still Just A Rat In A Cage
“Bullet With Butterfly Wings” by Smashing Pumpkins

4/15/2006
Six... Slowly...
“Straight To Number One” by Touch ‘N Go

4/17/2006
I'm Left With A Bag In My Hand
“Walk Away” by Bree Sharp

4/19/2006
Everything’s Subjective, Nothing Lasts For Johnny O.
“Carlotta Valdez” by Harvey Danger

4/22/2006
Cut Your Hair And Get A Job
“Common People” by Pulp

4/25/2006
You're Just Too Good To Be True, I Can't Take My Eyes Off You
“Can’t Take My Eyes Off Of You” by Sowelu

4/25/2006
I'm Sick Wit Dis, Straight Gangsta Mack
“The Humpty Dance” by Digital Underground

4/28/2006
I Know We Are, We Are The Lucky Ones
“Lucky” by Bif Naked

5/01/2006
Why You Punish Me?
“Time” by Hootie and the Blowfish

5/03/2006
I Got The Gestures And Sound, Got The Timing Down. It's Uncanny, Yeah You'd Think It Was Me.
“Best Imitation of Myself” by Ben Folds Five

5/04/2006
Make Everything All Right In The Window Of My World
“Window of My World” by Guided By Voices

5/08/2006
And It's So Shocking Shocking Shocking Shocking Shocking
“Reckless” by Tilly and the Wall

5/08/2006
I Think It’s Strange You Never Knew
“Fade Into You” by Flickerstick

5/10/2006
Somebody Must Be Fucking With Me
“Batmobile” by Liz Phair

5/11/2006
We Are Far Too Young And Clever
“Come On, Eileen” by Dexy’s Midnight Runners

5/12/2006
And I Really Have Enjoyed My Stay, But I Must Be Moving On
“Goodbye Stranger” by Supertramp

5/15/2006
Step Into My Office, Baby
“Step Into My Office, Baby” by Belle & Sebastian

5/17/2006
Just Let It Go
“Sweet Troubled Soul” by Stellastarr